today upload meng upload gmbr....

today aku duk depan pc n upload la gmbr open opis ari tu....

aku nie outdated sikit dgn gmbr...sbb tiap kalu org bg gmbr our share gmbr...aku nie kira cm org yang agak last la ambik tau psl nie....

aku nie ade mslh kronik skit dgn gmbr...mslh xsuka tgk pic sendirik...aku xsuke nengok muka sendirik....sbb xlawa kot.... kalu muke supe angie or avril (even aku xuka dia) baru la ok..... tapi boy ckp..."kalu awk muke supe derg yg cntik...susoh la...ramai le duk ikut"...kikiki lawok la mamat tu....tpi ade betul gak...aku tgk depa susoh nk idup...org duk kaco....

btw...aku xnak menge'long kan story aku...so korg tgk la pic aku at open opis day.....

posing nk bgtau kami kat opis

abg padil as deco guy for today
me wit subang personal

me n boss

me n silah

me n gg

dah aku nak balik dah

kalu dah bosan .... mcm2 leh jadik

"uuuuu...i got spider on my hat...."

bermula dengan bangun pagi yang amt membusankan....cm biasa bangun kul 6.30 pg....so bangun la utk mandi and bersiap.... done make up and touch up aku pun rushing la jugak ke motor ku itu.....start moto n menuju ke ktm sh alam.....tunggu tren naik and smpai la ofis... everythg mmg busan and routine giler...tu la idup aku tiap pagi....

during lunch hour lak silah ajk g jln2.....skip lunch..just mkn light thing je...so tapau je mkn kat ofis......g carrefour..tertgk la mood deco derg..its about hallowen..... kami gelak....then at that moment kepla jadik a bit sewel.... i try costum hell tu...trying having fun bile busan sgt mmg best....

so korng tgk la my pic yang sewel nie dengan theme for every gaya yg bodoh....enjoy le....

pernah berangan bak bela rimau putih...( lari tema skit yg nie)pinky la tu...uhuhuhu (';')cucuk korang ahahahahuduh sungguh....geli ala aku nengok

then i though......why???......

today i not feeling well.....got flue...
so not in mood...
my nose stuck...hard to breath and a bit pain every time i blow my nose...

yesterday aku g shopping...i though i gonna be ok..but think turn to worse...
what i had in mind does not turn what i plan to be....
i just wasting my time and energy...been walked through the crowd wasn't easy...
but the most pain one is i cant buy a thing just be cause i need to watch others.....

all day wasting my time an i got nothing....sure did make me mad..but i can do so b'cause she is my fren.... that why i hate stuck by word fren...cause it is just a nice word but truth wasn't nice enough...more to bug me off...

the most worse thing...when talking about this person....it really annoying me...gosh...why why n why...(?) appear in my life, i though it will be wonderful, nice, good, happy and so on.....(?) do make me feel all that thing...but (?) also hurting me...hurting me so much....hurting me when the time i need (?) most.....

then i though......why???......need some answer.....need some explanation....need some clues...need some hit...need some guidelines...need somebody... really need it

DUTY FOR 2DAY

this is my office (^-^)

today aku duty kaunter...so a bit lazy nk duk kaunter...since dah tertulis name aku as person incharge..nak xnak...buat je lah.....

by the time aku type up benda nie...aku duk nengok la org pusu-pusu nak balik umah...ummm...best nyer dapat balik awal di bulan ramandhan nie....syok nyer....

aku wish nak half day today sbb i'm sick...tpi xleh la pulak..duty maa....

korg 6pk x lampu kelip2 tu...hihihihi...that credit belong to k.leha n k.nurul...derng la yg deco semua nie...se everythg look a bit fresh than b4...so a b big thx for k. leha n k.nurul...oo yaa...k.nurul ade blog...know as putri mawar...tgk pada blog list aku ade "..." that thg belong to her....

lampu yang kelip2 nie buat org perli aku je...depa duk ckp aku nie dah kemaruk sgt nak raya....hampeh je...padahal that thg dah ade dari semlm....hmm...people xperasan kot...ye la by petang baru derang ubah...

hmm...ofis pun dah xde org sgt....org dlman ofis pun xde..meaning oficer and staff dah berkurangan....tgn aku duk gtl nak tutup kaunter by terbalik kan sign kaunter pertanyaan/pendaftaran......tpi kena tunggu until 4.45 pm.... a bit more lagi...

balik nie aku nak singgah bazar...tp skrg dah pk nak beli ape...busan la....to many thg yang ade...so dah xtahu nak beli ape....

hmmmm....cik hazwani nak balik...so kaunter tutup...hehehehe...aku pun nak g turn off my pc....nak balik sharp on 5.00 pm.....xsbr nak balik...bukan sbb nak lepak rumah....tapi sbb aku nak kuar dgn arif mlm nie....hehehehehe...early morning arif distrub aku by sending msg.....dia ajak aku shopping kat giant....hihihihi ^v^...aku happy sgt

even pagi tdi aku in bad mood...after bace je msg aku terus tersenyum sendirik....at that moment aku sedar.....arif do effect my life.....a lot...alhamdulillah aku kenal dia..aku harap sgt jodoh aku dengan dia kekal hingga ke jinjang pelamin...korg doakan eh...thx....=)

i'm late today......

8.05 am.....warna merah.....penat.....berpeluh..... and so on....

today aku agak malas nak bangun...time sahur pun aku choose untuk bangun lmbt...so as upah for that my job kena la basuh kotoran degil.....

after sahur aku gosok baju smbil minum air then azan....aku terus solat sbb aku nak tido...more to rest my eyes b4 go to work.....i only have nice 5 minutes nap...aku carry up my body to have cold shower....

preparing my self to go to work wont take long...since i not type of gurl yang wear heavy make up...just pakai bedak and lip balm is enough for me to keep my nature beauty even i not so beauty....

i look at the time and it was 7.08 am....another 16 minutes to go....a bit late...i think...then to make sure i can be there on time...aku a bit rushing riding my bike... luckily there is no traffic...every thing going so smooth.....

park my bike...and my heart pumping....wondering whether train already approaching the platform or not.....the uncle driver taxi cakap...dun wory...train delay until 40 minutes.... and now is 7.18 am....uhhh...why this thing happen...

7.38 am....train coming...people going mad....their eyes focus on the door...once open they becoming so ready to get in...let the people out...shout people from the inside.....then the moment has come.....

push push squize squize....man i'm stuck in the middle tall big people....i been squize until i'm totally cant move my arms.....uhuhuhuhu...wat a day....

then...at 7.53 am...tibe la kat subang...rushing out and rushing to ofis...walking walking and running running......trying to be there as fast as i can.....push the door...and punching my card...8.05am....its red...............i'm late today..........

sitting here witout nothing

2daY IS friday...i took a day off...wondering wat today at home....mmg teringin nak hangout dengan silah and de geng....but so lazy nak kuar rumah since tomorrow kena pie bangi settle kan hal peribadi.....

wake up at eleven do make my head spinning gasing....my body felt so tired...and pls wit my laziness....still i have get up...my mr.green bike not feeling so well...need to bwk dia jumpe doc.....damn...money xkuar lgi.....cmne nak gi anto moto jumpe doc...huh...need to go sect. 18 then went to 20.....byk hal la....

senang cite...bw je la jumpe doc lain....then aku pun lepak la mane2 janji aku can have fun....first g sek 18 drop mr. green to see the doc...then took a bus to sect 2, then went mutiara....heh, time to bug him....uuu...i like that....

so i went la to sect 18....doc said that mr. green in bad condition....nak kena tukar rim sbb dah totally damage...arghhhh.....it cost me rm 150....then aku tgk la rantai moto....mak oi....gold color beb...caya lah....damn moto nie sakit sgt la....uhhhh....wat to do.....think think......hm...aku decide nak fully heal mr. green....so.....pephm la....do saome siyes talk dengan tauke...dia bagi aku rm 250 for fully recover mr.green........damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my money.......argh...spend my money for mr. green that much really hurt my heart....my money (T^T)...uhuhuhuhuhuhu....

xpe la...for me jugak...i the one who ride that bike....so kena la take the risk and the rest.....tauke ckp 1 hour utk operation.....so aku pun blah nak ke sek 2.....panas jugak petang nie even the time dah kul 4.30.....walking walking and mocking mocking aku naik bus direct to sek 2. wat a lovely bus mini....full of deco...flower...pic...and wat so ever....pandai owner dia.....

dlm bus aku dengar lagu hindi...hmm...teringat lak memori time kecik..kwn along bagi kaset lagu hindi...i dun know wats wrong wit him....but somebody give it to me...so aku take it wit out asking....layan gak dengar lagu hindi..trust me...try la...i think korng pun tau...just u all xnak ngaku je...its ok..i respect ape korng buat...hal korg...xkaco aku pun....

tut tut aKU smpai sek 2, turun and walk as fast as i can...i dun want to get burn by the sun shine...direct sun shine no good la....walking lagi ikut tepi bagunan kedai...aku pun sampai...fara jage kaunter...dia tgk aku and smile...dah kenal koy aku nie sape...aku pun bls la....then i book a PC....and terus bukak email and YM....xsesia aku datang...can bru masuk ofis anf YM aku...damn aku rindu dat gurl....she live there almost 3 4 years allready.

mesti a lot of thg happen to her...she do change...so the other....time goes by and they all change....and me?????..... i guees a bit of me do change....all new daily routine do change me...my style dah xsame dulu lagi...the way i walk talk smile work think...dah lain...not like little naif gurl yang dulu...easy been cheated by other...and selalu ikut buntut org je wit thinking the pro n cons....all those thing really change me and grows me up.....

life....time past and go......now.....im here....typing the story that i like to share wit all off u.....smile n enjoy.....=>.......

panda n me

The Giant Panda (Ailuropoda melanoleuca,
"black-and-white cat-foot") is a mammal classified in the bear family (Ursidae), native to
central-western and southwestern China.[1] The panda was previously
thought to be a member of the Procyonidae (raccoons and their
relatives).[2] It is easily recognized by its
large, distinctive black patches around the eyes, over the ears, and across its
round body. Though belonging to the order Carnivora, the panda has a diet
which is 99% bamboo. Pandas may eat other foods
such as honey, eggs, fish, yams, shrub
leaves, oranges, and bananas when available

a bit about panda punyer cite.....also an image of mr.panda.....story for 2day ade kena mengena dengan mr.panda since last nice i cant sleep.....but i hoping there is no dark circle around my eyes....it will take a month for to take it off.....damn wat a lousy day....i barely cant feel my head...so ting tong....my eyes getting blurr....my mouth getting dry...my body getting weak....gosh i so tired....i wanna lay my head down.........

muka kena marah

uhhhh.....i'm so not good to day.....i been talking witout thinking....so messy maa.....i dun know...the word just come out...it been slip away witout me try to stop it....at that moment...should i care??...later on....gosh...wat am i thinking....who am i to talk in that such way......ooohhhh....i should not come to work today....it just killing me...mentally it hurt so much........cause it effect my future life....Physically...i dun wanna care...i just want to have nice warmy sleep...

last nite aku penat....siyesly penat...i went for luch wit mr.arif....then at 3 pm....we went home....then i though i can wentt to bed since i was raining....it will be nice to shut my eyes...counting the sheep...and beat wonderland....but the is....my eyes catch somthing better...they try to enjoy them self by watching tv.....honestly...went i come to watching tv...it so not me....i dun like tv....i just watch tv when i want to sleep...or just wanna update my life wit the current issues.....or...just time nak tgk dvd story....if just for fun....soriii...not interest...that why i went to cinema to watch movie...at home..me watch tv only when i have to....

kiv about that...dun wanna talk about it...cause people wont believe....so wat for me story it.....now my body starting to drop the immunity and try to catch the fewer....sound great...so good...damn..i hate it....mr.frogy...pls w8 for me....i wanna sleep wit u....uhuhuhuhuhu.......

uhhhh....2day will be rough for me.....i cant sleep whole night...my eyes getting too dry now...nak tido...but plss la...me at ofis....so cannot la sleeping at ofis...datang bos aku saje je mendapat satu hadiah best gile...aka surat bercinta nak dijawap....

sure ke???....my click been sleeping all this time never pun dapat letter....so no way la aku dapat bercinta....tpi siyes....my eyes dah penat....may head dah ting tong...my ear dah buzzing...my mouth dah bukak tutup....i think my eyes do look like panda....if panda my be cute...but me....may be look like hell...or like ghost in the ring punyer citer....

so lazy.... if i can lay my head and have a nice sleeping hour...it will be wonder full....cant w8 untuk balik....hurry up.. hoping today will be nothing can push me to the max....hate getting mad when i cant feel head......i will be out of my mind.... horror nanti ofis nie.....

burrr....sound come from the next door...or next conner...place where mak tok belong....she so burr person....she keep buurrrr all along....so noisy maaa.....it really make me feel so........annoying....now she talking on the phone....i always wondering why she so bz....bz????......bz during ofis hour....kikikiki.....hmmm.....i dah jadik ahli mesyuarat tingkap....suke jage hal org.....uh...so not me....my head stop.....think about smthg else.....

I feLt so sO So loW.....

damn....lousy day...everyone missing.....hell i dun know where there R...so PlZZZ dun feEl fRee to aSk mE......

"dun bullShit me bCouse of tHem...."

after reAd smthG tHe S***k feeling appEar la pulak....arghHHH...it's kIlling me....alMost a moNth aku x rase cmnie...i felt so good at that moment....haMpeh je... i try so hard tO forGet all of these maTter.....to tHrow all Of the meMory woNt be eaSy for me to do tHat....but to kEep remeMber it aGain..... iT do hUrt me a loT....i try to lIve noRmal noW... noT saying i Not noRmal b4 dis...jusT the wAy i'm behave an acTing tu yang a bIt aBnormal....i can jadik moOdy one whoLe day dUlu...aku Grampy, sicK, over xpose, bad aCting and So on la....SeriUs shit aku teruk amT tiMe aku maRah....

now feelIng tu daTang lGi.....it feeL liKe evEry thing is wrOng...anyThing....even tO a smAll sMall tHing....even tryIng to wrote tHis thing brIng a lOt of trouBle....it wont be my beSt daY to daY...i neeD my mUm, mY daD, my Boo, my mR. frooGie....gOOShhh..i need to be at hOme...no aT this lousy plAce....

hmmmmm......................

"my 2nd day....so s***K...."

first timer

trying new thing must be exciting but to me blogging thing is old season thing.....people dah get use to it...so..no need to over react....

but the good thing about this thing...it will be a place for me to throw all of my feeling...yesterday punyer..today punyer and futher feeling punyer...

like yesterday...i went out for diner with my wonder guy....actually more to majlis bukak pose..kikiki...a bit late for me utk ganti pose..but better than do it dari xganti langsung...

back to our story... after diner aku pie chopping chopping thing...arif nak beli bateri..dia cakap " abg tertinggal bateri digi cam la kat kmpung..i need to buy new one.. i cant live witout my cam"...then i said.."yeehh...wat ever"...then dia pun bwk la ku ke photo shop..done wit batery aku decide nak ke Giant...my cold drink dah nak abih...so i need to buy new one..must have new stock before it totally gone...

time chopping aku xleh thn dgn pe'el arif...he make me cry....not b'cause he hurting me but bcause he make his joke, do funny thing and talk in funny way...damn my tummy got sick b'cause so much laughing... i almost felt....nasib baik xjatuh...if not...i will be bahan lawak dia... he really good in make fun and teasing people... i admit it...smtime i do get mad when he teasing me...i even get cried b'cause of that...but he never learn his lesson.... hate it...

benci pun still fall in love kat dia jugak.. every day i love him...kikiki...sori a bit romeo and juliet....i not saying that arif and i = romeo and juliet.... we r far from that... i not the one gonna sing a song when i miss him... n he is not a person that will buy me a flower every time we meet....but we r a couple that trying to stans still together forever n ever.....hahahaha......nice wording...kikiki...try to market my self...so please dub=n be sick b'cause of that