Wednesday, September 17, 2008

then i though......why???......


today i not feeling well.....got flue...
so not in mood...
my nose stuck...hard to breath and a bit pain every time i blow my nose...

yesterday aku g shopping...i though i gonna be ok..but think turn to worse...
what i had in mind does not turn what i plan to be....
i just wasting my time and energy...been walked through the crowd wasn't easy...
but the most pain one is i cant buy a thing just be cause i need to watch others.....

all day wasting my time an i got nothing....sure did make me mad..but i can do so b'cause she is my fren.... that why i hate stuck by word fren...cause it is just a nice word but truth wasn't nice enough...more to bug me off...

the most worse thing...when talking about this person....it really annoying me...gosh...why why n why...(?) appear in my life, i though it will be wonderful, nice, good, happy and so on.....(?) do make me feel all that thing...but (?) also hurting me...hurting me so much....hurting me when the time i need (?) most.....

then i though......why???......need some answer.....need some explanation....need some clues...need some hit...need some guidelines...need somebody... really need it

Friday, September 12, 2008

DUTY FOR 2DAY

this is my office (^-^)

today aku duty kaunter...so a bit lazy nk duk kaunter...since dah tertulis name aku as person incharge..nak xnak...buat je lah.....

by the time aku type up benda nie...aku duk nengok la org pusu-pusu nak balik umah...ummm...best nyer dapat balik awal di bulan ramandhan nie....syok nyer....

aku wish nak half day today sbb i'm sick...tpi xleh la pulak..duty maa....

korg 6pk x lampu kelip2 tu...hihihihi...that credit belong to k.leha n k.nurul...derng la yg deco semua nie...se everythg look a bit fresh than b4...so a b big thx for k. leha n k.nurul...oo yaa...k.nurul ade blog...know as putri mawar...tgk pada blog list aku ade "..." that thg belong to her....

lampu yang kelip2 nie buat org perli aku je...depa duk ckp aku nie dah kemaruk sgt nak raya....hampeh je...padahal that thg dah ade dari semlm....hmm...people xperasan kot...ye la by petang baru derang ubah...

hmm...ofis pun dah xde org sgt....org dlman ofis pun xde..meaning oficer and staff dah berkurangan....tgn aku duk gtl nak tutup kaunter by terbalik kan sign kaunter pertanyaan/pendaftaran......tpi kena tunggu until 4.45 pm.... a bit more lagi...

balik nie aku nak singgah bazar...tp skrg dah pk nak beli ape...busan la....to many thg yang ade...so dah xtahu nak beli ape....

hmmmm....cik hazwani nak balik...so kaunter tutup...hehehehe...aku pun nak g turn off my pc....nak balik sharp on 5.00 pm.....xsbr nak balik...bukan sbb nak lepak rumah....tapi sbb aku nak kuar dgn arif mlm nie....hehehehehe...early morning arif distrub aku by sending msg.....dia ajak aku shopping kat giant....hihihihi ^v^...aku happy sgt

even pagi tdi aku in bad mood...after bace je msg aku terus tersenyum sendirik....at that moment aku sedar.....arif do effect my life.....a lot...alhamdulillah aku kenal dia..aku harap sgt jodoh aku dengan dia kekal hingga ke jinjang pelamin...korg doakan eh...thx....=)


Monday, September 8, 2008

i'm late today......


8.05 am.....warna merah.....penat.....berpeluh..... and so on....


today aku agak malas nak bangun...time sahur pun aku choose untuk bangun lmbt...so as upah for that my job kena la basuh kotoran degil.....


after sahur aku gosok baju smbil minum air then azan....aku terus solat sbb aku nak tido...more to rest my eyes b4 go to work.....i only have nice 5 minutes nap...aku carry up my body to have cold shower....


preparing my self to go to work wont take long...since i not type of gurl yang wear heavy make up...just pakai bedak and lip balm is enough for me to keep my nature beauty even i not so beauty....


i look at the time and it was 7.08 am....another 16 minutes to go....a bit late...i think...then to make sure i can be there on time...aku a bit rushing riding my bike... luckily there is no traffic...every thing going so smooth.....


park my bike...and my heart pumping....wondering whether train already approaching the platform or not.....the uncle driver taxi cakap...dun wory...train delay until 40 minutes.... and now is 7.18 am....uhhh...why this thing happen...


7.38 am....train coming...people going mad....their eyes focus on the door...once open they becoming so ready to get in...let the people out...shout people from the inside.....then the moment has come.....


push push squize squize....man i'm stuck in the middle tall big people....i been squize until i'm totally cant move my arms.....uhuhuhuhu...wat a day....


then...at 7.53 am...tibe la kat subang...rushing out and rushing to ofis...walking walking and running running......trying to be there as fast as i can.....push the door...and punching my card...8.05am....its red...............i'm late today..........
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