Friday, August 29, 2008

sitting here witout nothing

2daY IS friday...i took a day off...wondering wat today at home....mmg teringin nak hangout dengan silah and de geng....but so lazy nak kuar rumah since tomorrow kena pie bangi settle kan hal peribadi.....
wake up at eleven do make my head spinning gasing....my body felt so tired...and pls wit my laziness....still i have get up...my mr.green bike not feeling so well...need to bwk dia jumpe doc.....damn...money xkuar lgi.....cmne nak gi anto moto jumpe doc...huh...need to go sect. 18 then went to 20.....byk hal la....
senang cite...bw je la jumpe doc lain....then aku pun lepak la mane2 janji aku can have fun....first g sek 18 drop mr. green to see the doc...then took a bus to sect 2, then went mutiara....heh, time to bug him....uuu...i like that....
so i went la to sect 18....doc said that mr. green in bad condition....nak kena tukar rim sbb dah totally damage...arghhhh.....it cost me rm 150....then aku tgk la rantai moto....mak oi....gold color beb...caya lah....damn moto nie sakit sgt la....uhhhh....wat to do.....think think......hm...aku decide nak fully heal mr. green....so.....pephm la....do saome siyes talk dengan tauke...dia bagi aku rm 250 for fully recover mr.green........damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my money.......argh...spend my money for mr. green that much really hurt my heart....my money (T^T)...uhuhuhuhuhuhu....
xpe la...for me jugak...i the one who ride that bike....so kena la take the risk and the rest.....tauke ckp 1 hour utk operation.....so aku pun blah nak ke sek 2.....panas jugak petang nie even the time dah kul 4.30.....walking walking and mocking mocking aku naik bus direct to sek 2. wat a lovely bus mini....full of deco...flower...pic...and wat so ever....pandai owner dia.....
dlm bus aku dengar lagu hindi...hmm...teringat lak memori time kecik..kwn along bagi kaset lagu hindi...i dun know wats wrong wit him....but somebody give it to me...so aku take it wit out asking....layan gak dengar lagu hindi..trust me...try la...i think korng pun tau...just u all xnak ngaku je...its ok..i respect ape korng buat...hal korg...xkaco aku pun....
tut tut aKU smpai sek 2, turun and walk as fast as i can...i dun want to get burn by the sun shine...direct sun shine no good la....walking lagi ikut tepi bagunan kedai...aku pun sampai...fara jage kaunter...dia tgk aku and smile...dah kenal koy aku nie sape...aku pun bls la....then i book a PC....and terus bukak email and YM....xsesia aku datang...can bru masuk ofis anf YM aku...damn aku rindu dat gurl....she live there almost 3 4 years allready.
mesti a lot of thg happen to her...she do change...so the other....time goes by and they all change....and me?????..... i guees a bit of me do change....all new daily routine do change me...my style dah xsame dulu lagi...the way i walk talk smile work think...dah lain...not like little naif gurl yang dulu...easy been cheated by other...and selalu ikut buntut org je wit thinking the pro n cons....all those thing really change me and grows me up.....
life....time past and go......now.....im here....typing the story that i like to share wit all off u.....smile n enjoy.....=>.......

Sunday, August 24, 2008

panda n me

















The Giant Panda (Ailuropoda melanoleuca,
"black-and-white cat-foot") is a
mammal classified in the bear family (Ursidae), native to
central-western and southwestern
China.[1] The panda was previously
thought to be a member of the
Procyonidae (raccoons and their
relatives).
[2] It is easily recognized by its
large, distinctive black patches around the eyes, over the ears, and across its
round body. Though belonging to the order
Carnivora, the panda has a diet
which is 99%
bamboo. Pandas may eat other foods
such as
honey, eggs, fish, yams, shrub
leaves
, oranges, and bananas when available










a bit about panda punyer cite.....also an image of mr.panda.....story for 2day ade kena mengena dengan mr.panda since last nice i cant sleep.....but i hoping there is no dark circle around my eyes....it will take a month for to take it off.....damn wat a lousy day....i barely cant feel my head...so ting tong....my eyes getting blurr....my mouth getting dry...my body getting weak....gosh i so tired....i wanna lay my head down.........

muka kena marah

uhhhh.....i'm so not good to day.....i been talking witout thinking....so messy maa.....i dun know...the word just come out...it been slip away witout me try to stop it....at that moment...should i care??...later on....gosh...wat am i thinking....who am i to talk in that such way......ooohhhh....i should not come to work today....it just killing me...mentally it hurt so much........cause it effect my future life....Physically...i dun wanna care...i just want to have nice warmy sleep...



last nite aku penat....siyesly penat...i went for luch wit mr.arif....then at 3 pm....we went home....then i though i can wentt to bed since i was raining....it will be nice to shut my eyes...counting the sheep...and beat wonderland....but the is....my eyes catch somthing better...they try to enjoy them self by watching tv.....honestly...went i come to watching tv...it so not me....i dun like tv....i just watch tv when i want to sleep...or just wanna update my life wit the current issues.....or...just time nak tgk dvd story....if just for fun....soriii...not interest...that why i went to cinema to watch movie...at home..me watch tv only when i have to....





kiv about that...dun wanna talk about it...cause people wont believe....so wat for me story it.....now my body starting to drop the immunity and try to catch the fewer....sound great...so good...damn..i hate it....mr.frogy...pls w8 for me....i wanna sleep wit u....uhuhuhuhuhu.......







uhhhh....2day will be rough for me.....i cant sleep whole night...my eyes getting too dry now...nak tido...but plss la...me at ofis....so cannot la sleeping at ofis...datang bos aku saje je mendapat satu hadiah best gile...aka surat bercinta nak dijawap....
sure ke???....my click been sleeping all this time never pun dapat letter....so no way la aku dapat bercinta....tpi siyes....my eyes dah penat....may head dah ting tong...my ear dah buzzing...my mouth dah bukak tutup....i think my eyes do look like panda....if panda my be cute...but me....may be look like hell...or like ghost in the ring punyer citer....
so lazy.... if i can lay my head and have a nice sleeping hour...it will be wonder full....cant w8 untuk balik....hurry up.. hoping today will be nothing can push me to the max....hate getting mad when i cant feel head......i will be out of my mind.... horror nanti ofis nie.....
burrr....sound come from the next door...or next conner...place where mak tok belong....she so burr person....she keep buurrrr all along....so noisy maaa.....it really make me feel so........annoying....now she talking on the phone....i always wondering why she so bz....bz????......bz during ofis hour....kikikiki.....hmmm.....i dah jadik ahli mesyuarat tingkap....suke jage hal org.....uh...so not me....my head stop.....think about smthg else.....

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

I feLt so sO So loW.....

damn....lousy day...everyone missing.....hell i dun know where there R...so PlZZZ dun feEl fRee to aSk mE......





"dun bullShit me bCouse of tHem...."






after reAd smthG tHe S***k feeling appEar la pulak....arghHHH...it's kIlling me....alMost a moNth aku x rase cmnie...i felt so good at that moment....haMpeh je... i try so hard tO forGet all of these maTter.....to tHrow all Of the meMory woNt be eaSy for me to do tHat....but to kEep remeMber it aGain..... iT do hUrt me a loT....i try to lIve noRmal noW... noT saying i Not noRmal b4 dis...jusT the wAy i'm behave an acTing tu yang a bIt aBnormal....i can jadik moOdy one whoLe day dUlu...aku Grampy, sicK, over xpose, bad aCting and So on la....SeriUs shit aku teruk amT tiMe aku maRah....








now feelIng tu daTang lGi.....it feeL liKe evEry thing is wrOng...anyThing....even tO a smAll sMall tHing....even tryIng to wrote tHis thing brIng a lOt of trouBle....it wont be my beSt daY to daY...i neeD my mUm, mY daD, my Boo, my mR. frooGie....gOOShhh..i need to be at hOme...no aT this lousy plAce....




hmmmmm......................















"my 2nd day....so s***K...."

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

first timer



trying new thing must be exciting but to me blogging thing is old season thing.....people dah get use to it...so..no need to over react....

but the good thing about this thing...it will be a place for me to throw all of my feeling...yesterday punyer..today punyer and futher feeling punyer...






like yesterday...i went out for diner with my wonder guy....actually more to majlis bukak pose..kikiki...a bit late for me utk ganti pose..but better than do it dari xganti langsung...







back to our story... after diner aku pie chopping chopping thing...arif nak beli bateri..dia cakap " abg tertinggal bateri digi cam la kat kmpung..i need to buy new one.. i cant live witout my cam"...then i said.."yeehh...wat ever"...then dia pun bwk la ku ke photo shop..done wit batery aku decide nak ke Giant...my cold drink dah nak abih...so i need to buy new one..must have new stock before it totally gone...



time chopping aku xleh thn dgn pe'el arif...he make me cry....not b'cause he hurting me but bcause he make his joke, do funny thing and talk in funny way...damn my tummy got sick b'cause so much laughing... i almost felt....nasib baik xjatuh...if not...i will be bahan lawak dia... he really good in make fun and teasing people... i admit it...smtime i do get mad when he teasing me...i even get cried b'cause of that...but he never learn his lesson.... hate it...


benci pun still fall in love kat dia jugak.. every day i love him...kikiki...sori a bit romeo and juliet....i not saying that arif and i = romeo and juliet.... we r far from that... i not the one gonna sing a song when i miss him... n he is not a person that will buy me a flower every time we meet....but we r a couple that trying to stans still together forever n ever.....hahahaha......nice wording...kikiki...try to market my self...so please dub=n be sick b'cause of that

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